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又是夜了,屋顶被莫名地披上一层银白。我不知道我在想什么,似乎有所感悟。我的感悟就像一盆大杂烩,里面什么东西都有,有爽口的蔬菜,有油腻的猪肉,有带着腥丑的海鲜。感悟是快乐的,是无知的,我不能理解它们究竟来自那里,也不明白它们的出现意味着什么。我常常感悟,因为我喜欢感悟。感悟一些快乐,感悟一些未知,感悟一些忧伤,但更多的还是我们需要什么。我的感悟常常与我最喜欢的诗人顾城有关。我猜测顾城的一生,也猜测我未知的一生。

  经常感悟什么是快乐,也许很多人都能道出个所以然来。但真正的快乐并不在我们的思想里,而是我们自身就存在着那一种本能。我国古代儒家的荀子曾经就说过性本善。人之所以善良才得以快乐,人本身就已经存在着善,那快乐也本身就存在于我们自身。我想,快乐是盲目的,是潜在的,是短暂的,因为人本身也存在着忧愁。那就是荀子所说的性本恶。

  诗人顾城被人称之为童话诗人。人人都说顾城的心是单纯的,思想充满童真。其实我说不,从他的诗里我感受到了他的忧伤与迷p蓝色经典,在山东 马失前蹄p惘。他因为迷惘才会更加地欺骗自己,一心想营造一个童话般美好的生活与世界。从这里我不禁有联想到了我们的国家,连想到了我国一直所谓的共产主义。真的能共产吗?我想没有人能回答。如果能共产,那中国现在就不会在社会主义前面增加“特色”两个字了。“特色”是什么?是半资本?还是我们的领导人对世界的欺骗。很多人评价,毛主席到底是功大于过呢还是过大于功,但我想说的是这似乎不重要,重要的是我们都有着对社会的强烈不满。人之所以不能共产,是因为人不能快乐。人有欲望,思想在进化,我们的欲望高于自身的满足,所以共产只能是少数人的梦想。虽然我曾经也有过这样的梦想。。。。。。

  快乐跟忧愁一样,有联系的,但本质不同。忧伤有因有果。我不信教,但我非常相信因果。我们时常因为帮助一个人而快乐,可很少人去想过他们为什么需要帮助。我们时常因为杀一个人而感到厌恶却不去想为什么杀人。杀人者为忧愁而杀人,因为他们恐惧而杀人,因为他们杀人会感到短暂的快乐。顾城杀妻,因为他想快乐,想解除背叛,没有了背叛他就没有忧愁。最后他自杀了,因为快乐过去了,他想解脱的解脱不了了。

  我们常常感悟,那是因为我们困惑,我们未知。如一个生命的逝去,如一个生命的到来,我们猜不透他们为什么而去也猜不透他们为什么而来。人生活着究竟是为了什么,想得到什么。梦,或许这一切都只是一场梦,那梦的外面又是什么呢?没有人知道。也许我们就是为了快乐跟忧愁而来,因为忧愁太多而离去。

  我想,我们是光着脚丫好呢,还是穿着鞋不疼。。。。。。
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